“Now how the hell do you ever expect that you’ll get laid, when all you do is stay in playing your computer games?” Lily, are you really asking that question?
redstrawberryginger asked: Hello love! We miss you. Do you have any more photos to share with us?hope all is well
I’ll try to upload some more. It’s been a while since I’ve had a shoot.
And I looked at the children’s hands down below, like little snowflakes in the snow.
—end of the dream i had last night.
Honestly, to me this just means you’re not a good friend, and you’re a hypocrite.
I’ve never quite come to the conclusion if I believe entirely in fate or making choices. Since I like compromise for it’s own sake, I say we were fated to make certain choices. Eh, doesn’t quite work out. But the way I see it at least now, is that the choices we make do indeed affect the outcome of what we experience and how. Tonight, I made the choice to stay home instead of go out all the way out near the airport to rehearse for some b-rated show I could’ve been in. As a result, I got to have the nicest visit between my mom, my sister, and I. And it went well. And that’s big. It gives me hope, and for the first time in years, I felt actual familial love. I look back on my choice, and am very glad it turned out to be the right one.
O.O DAFUQ IS THIS.
Is it sad that I’m afraid to start watching some shows because I feel like I’m not worthy of their fandoms?
Not at all. Shows are made for everyone to enjoy. You don’t necessarily have to be a fan to watch a show. I think it might be worse for me… I watch these shows so that I know what the freak my friends are talking about. (Firefly, Dr. Who, YuGiOh!, etc etc etc oh god will it ever stop.)
I feel so horrible becoming involved in discussions on issues I don’t know enough about, especially when I’m surrounded by a bunch of testoterone-laden guys who talk like they know everything. I’m really just curious, and hungry to learn more, but I’m terrified they’ll think I’m stupid for not knowing enough, for not researching enough on my own, thinking that I’m one of those dumb sheeple. Which I kinda am. *light bulb!* But anyone who looks down on me for not knowing enough, ignoring the fact that I’m trying to learn more, is on an ego-trip.